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Mouth of the Cave
03:12
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Dust settles down //around// my form,
I sit here //waiting,// wishing for the end,
Can't atone for anything I've //done.//
But I know that //I've// done wrong
Nothing I can do ||will|| change that
And ||I|| know that I've done wrong
But I can't just \\change\\ my soul
And \\I\\ know what I've done wrong
Holding onto pain \\will\\ make me-
//change//
I //can// change
But //I// can't change
And I ||know|| that I've done wrong
But I ||can't|| just change my soul
And ||I|| know that I've done wrong
Nothing I can do will \\change\\ that
But I know \\that\\ I've done wrong
Holding onto pain \\will\\ end me
No pieces to put \\together\\
pain and //torment// stay forever
Lost am I //amidst// this future
without //hope// or resolution
Somewhere //there's// a silver lining
But hatred //is// the last thing I've got left
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Ein Verängstigtes Ganzes
04:30
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4. |
A Dream
05:33
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Deep in my soul
I bleed away
Holding onto you
Won't ease my pain
Living in this dream
Kills me over time
Don't hold onto me
I give no peace of mind
Locked 'round my heart
This weight takes it's toll
With all this fear
I've lost all control
Hiding underneath
I want to be free
Serenading dream
Why can't you just leave me
I don't want to go back to sleep
and
I don't want this to end with me
but
I don't feel like this life could last
but
I don't want us to lose this chance
Are you really so sure
That we'll be fine?
I can't even stay strong
By your side
Can you really hold on
While I pull you down?
Will you carry me home again
If I hit the ground?
Will you ever let go
If I walk away?
I don't want to wake up someday
And cause you pain
I don't know if there is a reason for the shackles 'round the ankles of those people with this feeling of love.
I don't care if there's a real reason for the feelings we feel - in this world we don't feel real, at all.
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Shortbow
02:34
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Never
05:17
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I've given all that I could give
they've taken all of me, from me
somewhere along the line I died
they've taken away what made me "me"
And I'll never know just how well I've lived my life
chasing after people who don't put in the fucking time
I've never got that feeling like they ever gave a shit
Sometimes I wonder if I was ever worth it
I don't know why I kept them near
when you're the only friend that I've had here
and I know you struggle in your life
I've got to do more to make things right
I don't know why you give a shit about me, I'm nothing special
I'm broken inside - but you keep saying everyday "it's okay"
I can't help feeling the way I do, I'm always bothered
There's nothing you could do, nothing you would do
and you'll never know just, how much I cared about you
I want you to be happy - I didn't want to ever hurt you
I know I'm a flame, slowly burning away
but as long as you're there, you'll find your way someday
I'll never
never see
I'll never see you again
you'll never
never suffer
you'll never suffer me again
You will stay strong and move on
I'll never
never be
I'll never be as good as you
I must be strong to move on
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7. |
Wope
03:23
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8. |
Disappear
04:15
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drifting slowly on these ocean waves
the years keep going by
I'm reaching for a comfort that I've long lost -
just some peace of mind
searching for the missing melodies
of songs no longer sung
hoping anxiously for the fog to clear
just to see the sun
wishing on a shooting star -
were those dreams all fantasy?
was it all just happen-stance
that you ever cared for me?
holding on to memories
of days, while once here, have since gone;
not long ago I realise'd -
that someday we'll, one by one,
disappear
it's not made easier as each minute flies
familiar faces pass
time moves steadily and forever forth
until our time has passed
did they ever really run away?
those moments that we shared?
every feeling, every notion we've had -
they all blur and blend
they all fade away
wishing on a shooting star -
did it ever work that way -
crying out for a sign
from a god that's gone away?
a drink is set for each of us
but not everybody is here
silence fills the atmosphere
as we long for yesterday
clinging close to memories
of those who're no longer here;
solemnly, we wait in line
for that day, we, one by one,
disappear
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